my fave moment

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my fake marriage

before I write this story, I want to say sorry to qyu. Its just kidding, and I swear that you are so funny and innocent.

It happens a few days ago when I went to campus, joined with all of my friend assisting and supporting agil (my friend in campus) facing a final thesis examination.
I dont want to come to campus before, coz I'm afraid I will be so nervous eventough its not me who is facing the exam judge.
but suddenly I change my decision, I went to campus altough I've send a sms to her.

after the exam and I wanna go home, my friend asked me:
qyu : 'do you wanna go home?'
me : 'yeah! why?'
qyu : 'may I join with you? I'm on foot to come here'
me : 'okeh. I'll take you home'
qyu : 'hurray! thanx'
me : 'ur welkom'

when on the ride to her (qyu) home, she asked me some questions:
qyu : 'what you gonna do after this'(maybe she means that after we graduate from university)
me : 'I'll go to mayang, I'll take a sample of marriage invitation card'
qyu : 'who is gonna marry?'
me : 'thats me! thats why I'm so busy and can't finish me thesis til now. Its coz of I prepare my marriage'
qyu : 'really? are you sure? its just kidding, isn't it?'
me : 'nope!I'm serious'
qyu : 'wait a minute, I cant believe this. are you really ready for all of this?'
me : 'we have to be ready anytime. It may happens anytime when God want it, right?'(so sorry God, I Involved you in this mess)
qyu : 'yeah! you're right. I'll support you. when it will happen?'
me ; 'in few weeks. You have to come to my party, key?
qyu : 'okeh. I'll come to with eva (one of my another friend)'

I can't believe what it just happened. its so ridiculous.
I put a natural axpression on my face when I answered all her questions.
I told to niar and nda to support me, let it happens naturally. and they said that they do.

a few days later (I mean today), niar send me a sms.
niar : 'niar, is erfan will marry? when is it?' (its coming from qyu which is forwarded to me, but I dunno that its from qyu)
me : 'yup. I'll marry, but I dunno when. wahaha.. why? wanna give me sumthing? thats ok, I'll accept your gift'
niar : 'thats sms from qyu, fun. I dont reply it to her. I'll let her with curiousity'
me : 'wahaha... I'm writing a blog bout her now. so, she's still believing that I'll marry? great...!' (oh gosh, sorry..!)
niar :'dont forget to put my comment there, key?'
me : 'okeh, what kind of comment that you want?'
niar : 'anything! but must be so fun, ridiculous and funny'

OMG, please forgive me.
qyu, sorry ya?

revenge

I dont want to have any revenge in deep of my heart. but sometimes it comes and fullfill my brain and my emotions.
I have one revenge that I keep til now. my last job make me feel so angry and ill, emotionally and physicly.
they didnt understand that wat are they done to me, it had make me dissapointed.
all I should do is just realize my dreams to be someone who is so successful in my life, and then whow them who I am.
no one knows how hurts me heart , except my self. its the deepest illfeel in my life.
God, please let me realize this for me once in my lifetime.

financial crisis of 2008

coz of financial crisis in the property sector of USA, almost all of countries in the world have to received its impact alltogether.
Indonesia is one of them. lot of worker fired from their job coz their company cant hired them anymore.
some economic researcher have told all bout this to the government, but they didnt believe it.
now, the big bubble has already blow wit lot of another countries in the other part of the world.
indonesian decision maker have to take a practical decision to rise the economic sector inside.
they hav to promote real sector that can provide more job opportunity for lot of peoples in indonesia.
they hav to change the economic priority from 'paper economic' to 'real economic'.
but for us who is just a common people, what we can do is just loving and always consuming domestic product.
no more too much importing from the other country to full fill the demand inside.
we can do it by ourself guys.
come on, lets do a small change for a big change in our country.
merdeka!